Twelve years ago today, while in prison, I witnessed a divine sign during the month of Ramadan. It happened during the night of 19 Ramadan of 2009 while I was imprisoned in the Detainee Unit of HM Prison Long Lartin in Worcestershire, west central England.
At the time I was going through a particular difficult phase of my ordeal. I had been held without trial for over five years at that point and there was no end in sight.
And for the last nine months, the Detainee Unit had been locked down from the rest of the prison, placing the seven of us unconvicted Muslim detainees there into isolation.
Looking at this image, the Detainee Unit is slightly to the left of the exact centre of the photograph, where six small green rectangle ventilation ducts are clearly visible. I was in cell number 112.
Shortly before the Fajr prayer, I woke up to eat the pre-dawn suhoor meal. Suddenly, I realised that my entire cell was filled with the scent of a beautiful perfume. It was a high quality scent, unlike the cheap perfumes available in the prison.
In the morning I mentioned it in passing to my neighbour, an Egyptian detainee who at that point had been held without trial for 10 years. He told me that around the same time that I smelled the perfume, he was in the middle of his prayer.
Suddenly, he noticed a light shine out of the wall and onto his face for a few moments, before disappearing.
As I witnessed during the war in Bosnia, scents and sights like this out of nowhere are associated with the presence of a heavenly presence such as angels.
Enduring a lengthy hardship can be very lonely at times. Praying, supplicating and reading the Quran is not enough. Sometimes you need something more.
Signs like this are sent by Allah to reassure you when you are going through a tough time, that you are not alone. That His angels are with you, even if nobody else is. That He is still with you.
I share more of my prison experiences in my blog at babarahmad.com.
Subhan’Allah. ☺
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jazakAllah for this, made me cry!
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How have never heard your story before ? Where have I been?
I love reading your posts thank you very much for sharing them.They are inspiring and motivational.May Allah bless you!! I pray you and your family have a blessed ramadhaan.Ameen
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Thank you for your kind comments Rumaisah. If you like the posts, share them as I write them to be shared. May Allah also bless you and your family.
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masha’allah amazing and inspiring accounts which go in hand in hand with the verse from the qur’an where allah says verily with every hardship there is ease
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Mashallah. I cannot imagine what you went through. However you know Allah tests those he loves. Uncle of 8/10
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Left me with tears in my eyes! I await your posts every week and am eagerly awaiting your book inshaAllah!
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Thank you for your kind words, please pray for me that I am able to do justice to the book.
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Mashallah the strenght you have is inspiring! I have been aware of your ordeal for many years but have just found this blog and cannot even begin to imagine what you went through. Inshallah may Allah grant you many more blessings to you and your family .
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Thank you for your comments and for reading my blog, may Allah bless you.
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So glad that I stumbled upon this website, very good read masha Allah. keep it up and I also await your book eagerly. May Allah keep you steadfast and protect you and your family and grant you good in this world and in the hereafter. Ameen
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Thank you for reading my blog Abu Musa, I appreciate your feedback.
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Such signs are iman boosting indeed and keeps us going!
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What you didn’t realize at the time, and are beginning to realize, was that your loneliness and suffering was reshaping the spirit of the new Muslim world. A world based on patience and profound compassion able to take on the future.
Salaam brother Babar
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Wa alaikum salaam, thank you for your comment. Ultimately I believe that the Muslims need to follow the character of the Prophet Muhammad (ss) when it comes to bearing hardships and issues such as anger, bitterness, hatred and revenge. Let us hope good comes to the world out of all our hardships.
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Alhumdu Lillah! That’s an absolute miracle.
Allah protect you always. Ameen!
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